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Camera Obscura

by James Morse

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1.
Arcades 03:07
All my strength Derive from pain God forsak-en World in chains Weakness is Salvation’s shape Not a meaningless Or a blind arcade Seven stories An ugly glory Cerberus woke from sleep Ouroboros keeps my sin close Concupiscence bends my frame Now I Can do nothing anymore Now I Am waiting broken To be poured Into Your shape One stone I’m placed In an endless arcade
2.
tokos 04:06
(Offering All of me, I’ve had more nervous breakdowns Than I care to count Incarnate In bloodstained veins Ruah, shake, My soul) <from single version> You said, “I just need some clarity” I said casually, “All we need is some honesty” And that night we laughed, North Highland Walking towards Washita All the way downtown To the heart of the city Where the wicked wind Flies through the aisles In the quiet of the street Where the light turns green Vagabond dreams Westside You’ve been alright I’m headed eastbound now Standing on my own two feet Missing M and D, T’s growing up so fast And I’m paralyzed Terrified Looking up I Realize Oh, and I realize, She’s standing right next to me All the way downtown To the heart of the city Where the Holy Ghost Crowes in the aisles In the quiet of the street, Where the Five Points meet Vagabond dreams Eastside You’ve been alright, I’m headed West again You bear…
3.
Hourglass 03:19
Sometimes I really wonder, Why do I seek Truth? Not a day goes by without a memory reminding me Is it a kindness to be hiding Between the lines of wrong and right? Can I reconcile the signs? Haven’t got a clue God, I’m feeling blue God, I’m feeling blue Don’t your life move so fast? It turns over like an hourglass I play the records I remember from yesterday Growing older in the mirror view Don’t your life move so fast? It turns over like an hourglass And the moment don’t really last I met John up on the corner Cross from Corporate along North He said, “I’m beggin all to Heaven Wanna get my life together Would give anything to see my son” It’s been a long time coming Been a long time running I’m still running Life flies faster as I think of you Faster as I think of you Don’t your life move so fast? It turns over like an hourglass I play the records I remember from yesterday Growing older in the mirror view
4.
Babe, don’t you know? It’s better when it all falls apart Better when it all falls down House of cards Babe, can’t you see? We’re living as known enemies Driving on a road that runs between Wrong and right And I just don’t know, Sometimes, Underneath all of My feelings What’s right Saint Clarity I’m praying to be better to the ones who need me An effervescent vessel Of something that they can’t see And I just don’t know, Sometimes, Underneath all of My feelings What’s right Babe, please, what I mean, Is not all of these vague pageantries Not so many words, Why can’t I speak Clearly? My love, I don’t, Ever wanna grow Apart Ever wanna forget where we started And I just don’t know, Sometimes, Underneath all of My feelings What’s right
5.
Third Fool 02:43
I could be your lover, Or I could be your friend You could be my wife, dear, I could be your husband then Show me all your colors I’ll give you my intent We’ll set an incandescent lamp On the window Subtle smoke rolling Like incense, yes Rolling, rolling, In the arms of thee, I enter the temple Where you’re holding me Combust in the rust of an ancient machine, Respawn in the dust as an immortal being “Well, maybe I’m pretending,” Doubt says as he walks in With a sly grin And a melancholic Curvature to his chin “Love is just an abstract You’re feigning with a pen I don’t believe in your Impassioned thoughts And romantic visions” Well, you caught me, Doubt, Now, I’m a fraud Of feelings on a wall Now I’m naked as a dog caught up In a Southern winter’s fog If I die, it’s not in vain For Hark! My lover calls To the mountains of September To remember the blessed Fall Under the surface, It gets hard to see Past the blindness, The niceness Of fallacies Saltiness shattering Duplicity I’m a Triple Fool For loving thee has made me three Rolling, rolling, In the arms of thee, I enter the temple Where you’re holding me Combust in the rust of an ancient machine, Respawn in the dust as an immortal being
6.
There was blue smoke Rising up and over your head As you spoke in tones of gray as stone Can we talk, love, On an island in of the moment When we stood above The thieves’ encampment in the cave Down by the bay In a wordless, still embrace The more, the rush, The core, the crush, Like clay we’re spun Into forms of what The Maker molds the shape of us I said it’s all straw Just some threads upon The walking way Engraved We didn’t have a chance to save So carefully paced and staid Now I’m immersed In the convalescent turn Of tide Your hands They hold My body nigh So near to the incandescent light Off the rolling fields you cried! The more, the rush, The core, the crush, Like clay we’re spun Into forms of what The Maker molds the shape of us To the earth To the earth from morning Until dusk To dust We shall return into The earth from morning Until dusk To dust We shall return into The earth
7.
Everything I once knew seems turned upon itself Reflections inversions Paint my bedroom wall Youthful Ignorance is bliss Judas Betrays with a deathly kiss Kindred my affliction Savior in my sin Callous contradiction Mixed with fiction In my fate Say To the rising sun, “don’t shine” Make Asynchrony A lie Metaphor is useless poetry unkind The members of the body Existencia realized Youthful Ignorance is bliss Judas Betrays with a deathly kiss Kindred my affliction Savior in my sin Callous contradiction Mixed with fiction In my fate Say To the rising sun “don’t shine” Make Asynchrony A lie Whenever it is all A riddle That is when I fall into your arms
8.
I don’t know Where it went Or where I last saw it I don’t know Where it went Or where I last saw it I don’t know Where it went I can’t recall Took the last train out of Chicago Lying on the station floor Cold landscape frozen over And the lights glowed upon the snow Where do I go from here? Where do I go from here? You need stability And I’m not sure I’m strong enough No, I’m just an amarillo Light in the night No, I’m just an immolation, Not a sign Where do I go from here? Where do I go from here? Where do I go from here? I don’t know where it went That spark that lit the elements I don’t know where the child went Need to find him again
9.
The arms of grief are all around, and I can hear you, daughter, as you're calling out. After work I turned the keys, but the car just wouldn't start, so Julie helped me jump it, kept it running 'til Josh and I took it apart, replaced the ancient battery took it back to the apartment lot. When it rains, it pours, all Hell breaks loose, and the Devil has his hey dey while we're waiting on a Wild Goose, and the Queen of the South will rise, meanwhile the cat's got fleas, hanging out around his eyes. Got back to the apartment, found Syd swallowed up with tears the weight of knowing someone's past, not knowing time-worn years, so we held a ceremony, sealed the small remains, ate and drank and washed the cat, tried to chase away the pain Singing Lord, Is this what it means to die? Lord Lord
10.
Marking Time 04:24
12 sharp I headed out Took the metro on the red line Down to union station Forecast said it would be raining But the sky is so bright Next I’m standing, waiting In the mcDonalds line around 1:39 Tried to grab a mocha But my card got declined The 2:20 train is heading out As I watch the apartments go by The siloes and the junkyards ‘Neath a September sky 2:35 is when Rosemary died Trying to keep balance on a bus Like a vagrant With a group of tourists from Slovakia On their way to Vegas ‘Fore I know it I’m through security At the gate with a bit of time So I stop by the Greene Turtle Take a Glenlivet and some crab soup, her favorite Then catch my flight by 5 High above the Potomac the sun’s shining through the window it’s 6:00 on a Tuesday the 6th day of the 9th month I’m on my way back to Atlanta Remembering her smile
11.
The slant of my shadow falls before me The crook of my brow gives away a cynic’s conceit My message is in vain if all I seek is glory It will burn up beneath the summer heat “I shall not fear the terror of the night, Nor the arrow that flies by the day” Yet here I am shivering before you Afraid of what you think of me Afraid of what you think of me No greater love, No greater love has a man than this, No greater love, No greater love has a man than this, No greater love No greater love has a man than this To lay down one’s life for one’s friends I cannot live alone, I cannot seem to be Content in what by most accounts is community Still I sense disunity Still I sense disunity Then where do I belong, Except out on the road, To venture on into the great unknown? I guess that’s where my heart was all along Yet somehow, I still feel I’m with you Somehow, I still feel close to you No greater love, No greater love has a man than this, No greater love, No greater love has a man than this, No greater love No greater love has a man than this To lay down one’s life for one’s friends If I claim to be Self righteous where I stand That’s the moment solid confidence Loses hold And I return into the sand I return
12.
Everlong Was the promise of my youth Got lost and then confused At last the sentiment’s diffused Shaking my fists At the chemistry within How I wished my mind were thin Oh if I only knew back when God made man I sure could use a friend Who knows what a wretch I’ve been Depth over Distance as it’s said Could never say just what I meant Paint a picture instead I chose you On a silver afternoon In a gothic arched room Waiting for to bloom Waiting Waiting I loved you Broken, love you still There’s so much more to fill And I promise you I will Son made flesh and bone Reflection of the love, The love that we have shown The love that we have shown The love that we have shown Footsteps without a sound Like a rush of wind coming down Or a lighthouse in the background Black silhouette with the lights shining out
13.
Alyosha 02:26

about

In a word, this record is about death - of innocence, a loved one, self, a dream, a relationship, and other "small" deaths and losses of the every day -- so in that sense, it is a heavy album...

...but in other ways, it is one of light.. it speaks of the response to that encounter with death -- life, love, and the resiliency of the human spirit. How do we cope with, accept, and ultimately move forward in the face of death? It's a question as old as the hills, timeless, and yet so timely in these days that sometimes feel like Armageddon is knocking at the door.

In the light of an awareness of death, loss, and mortality, this is an album about conversion and the sort of inverse, polarizing, and highly subjective experiences that occur during that process. Death, in this way, serves as a kind of prism.

In the beginning, it may happen that a paradigm shifts, shatters, and the consciousness is reawakened to its reckoning with meaning, the search for a deeper thread of truth. It often happens by such ways that the soul may perceive an action by itself or others in the moral sense as right or wrong while simultaneously observing how the same moral object can be perceived differently, even oppositely by other souls. The resulting confusion and existential dilemma is paralyzing, but provides an opportunity for humility, for growth.

Each of these songs is a snapshot, a piece of that reflection of growth, and recounts the musings of a person in relationship with others, whether it be family, friends, mentors, teachers, or strangers. Each is a member of the quilted patchwork of the speaker’s memory, and through acceptance of change and imperfection, the speaker, the soul, can move forward, possibly a little wiser than before such experiences, into a new light.

Such a light is a darkness, and can only be seen rightly through the eyes of a child.

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released September 6, 2023

songs written, arranged, produced, recorded, and mixed at home by James Morse

Live drums (tracked at Paul's house) - Paul Stevens
Electric bass - Jake Schirra

Initial mastering of 'tokos' and 'Arms of Grief' by Matt Martin in Nashville, TN

All songs mastered to tape at Standard Electric Studios in Decatur, GA by Damon Moon

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